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Monday, 02 April 2012

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The truth;

Truth is......
I miss you when we don't talk.
I don't like when you take forever to text me back.
I get jealous over you more than I ever have before.
You get jealous more than you're willing to admit.
I wish you'd hold me.
I like your kisses.
You're nothing I expected, but I like it.
I like how goofy you are.
I love how I feel so comfortable around you.
I've never had anything like this before.
I don't know that I like it.
I wish you new what you wanted.
I don't like waiting.
I'm sick of not being yours.
No one thinks I should hang out with you.
They tell me how you won't ever want me.
They don't see how you look at me.
They don't see your silly kisses.
Or your faces.
How you sing to me.
I've messed up.
There's more to us than you're willing to see.
I can't keep pretending.

I can't keep pretending I don't care. Truth is I do. There. I said it. I care. After then night you told me what you don't want, I've layed off, but you need to make up your mind. You can't say one thing and do another. It's not fair. I know I'm at fault for putting up with it this long. You want the best of both worlds? Well baby, I can't give you that much longer. I don't like being your secret. I know you care, you just need to show it better.
The mixed signals are just enough to keep me around.

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Thursday, 02 February 2012

Payback's a bitch.

I promise you I will make the remainder of your time as that job a living hell. You wanted a fight, bitch? Now you have one. You want to talk shit? Two can play that game.
I can be more of a vindictive little bitch than you ever will be.
Don't tell me to grow up and stop acting like a little kid, when you're 29 years old and more immature than my eleven year old brother. I'm nine yaers younger than you, and you decide to make it your mission to fuck up my job and my life? Hunnie, get real.
Game on bitch, and I will win. ;)

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Thanksgiving;

I'm thankful for every one who is there for me, but today, one person needs to be thanked.
Up until recently, I havent talked to this person in years. We used to know each other pretty well, and come to find out we both had crushes on each other years ago. :)
I wanna thank this person for bringing me out of my slump. I want to thank him for reminding me I deserve the best. He's listened to me bitch pretty non stop the lsat few weeks, and I can't thank him enough. Sometimes we need an outsiders view on things to clear it up. He's been more than honest with me, knowing it's not what I want to hear. He has told me how amazing I am, and how I shouldn't settle anything I'm not happy with. He reminded me I'm only human, and humans make mistakes. He told me how beautiful I was, when I didn't feel pretty at all. Thank you so much. You know who you are. :)<3
Thanksgiving;

I'm thankful for every one who is there for me, but today, one person needs to be thanked.
Up until recently, I havent talked to this person in years. We used to know each other pretty well, and come to find out we both had crushes on each other years ago. :)
I wanna thank this person for bringing me out of my slump. I want to thank him for reminding me I deserve the best. He's listened to me bitch pretty non stop the lsat few weeks, and I can't thank him enough. Sometimes we need an outsiders view on things to clear it up. He's been more than honest with me, knowing it's not what I want to hear. He has told me how amazing I am, and how I shouldn't settle anything I'm not happy with. He reminded me I'm only human, and humans make mistakes. He told me how beautiful I was, when I didn't feel pretty at all. Thank you so much. You know who you are. :)<3